I was tired of pretending I'm fine, always telling myself “I choose to be happy so I should be happy” and wipe my tears and put on a big smile. I really can't deal with past events that I've tried to forget. I can't find anyone to hear and take this problem with me because I know everyone has their own problem. Everyone kept blaming me and that really killed me if it wasn't my fault. When I try to express how I feel, they will literally say "Don't be selfish". Is it wrong to express how I feel? I am tired and really need to rest but what should I do? The past will keep screaming and I'm here dying

dw I feel the exact same as you do rn I don't know what to tell u. Just remember your not alone in this roller coaster of emotions . I don't know what to do rn I'm stuck saying I'm fine and putting a big smile on . So the only thing I'm gonna say is your not alone

No, cause I'm going through the same thing and talking about it doesn't help cause I always open up to the wrong people. Thank you for posting, just shows that I'm not the only one. i

It just doesn't end...

Hey mate ! I know it's been a while since you wrote this comment and my English may not be the best there is out there... However, I'm here if you need to talk. I've been in a similar situation not so long ago so I guess I can understand you pretty well (at least I hope so) ^^

@čls thats what im saying people are stuck in the past posting comments on yt

these playlists really make me feel less alone, like there’s someone out there in the world doing the same and for a brief moment we have a connection of pain, sadness or even happiness

@Ambria Hartmann ur sweet thanks to be in this world

I don't know exactly what you are going through and I'm not going to tell you that I know how you feel it's just you don't have to feel alone you can talk to me or maybe anyone else but you don't have to feel alone

this comment hits the heart

00:00 - 4:44 - Tom Odell - Another Love 4:46 - 7:07 - Surf Curse - Freaks 7:08 - 10:05 - Patrick Watson - Je Te Laisserai Des Mots 10:13 - 13:43 - Billie Eilish - Bellyache 13:45 - 16:15 - Justin Bieber - Off My Face 16:18 - 19:48 - Billie Eilish - I Dont Wanna Be You Anymore

Thank you

Thankssss❤️

Tnx >>>>

Thank you very much!

Thank you for you service

I pray that whatever is hurting you or whatever you are constantly stressing about gets better. May the dark thoughts, the overthinking, and the doubt exit your mind may clarity replace confusion. And may peace and calmness fill your life.

nothing is hurting me im just sad bc idk if them loves me back like i love them

thanks bro i need it, wish you all the best..

Bless your soul ❤️

@saghar niloofari Thank you.

I needed that thank you

Time stamp!! :) 00:00 - 4:44 - Another love 4:46 - 7:07 - freaks 7:08 - 10:05 - Je te laisserai dos mots 10:13 - 13:43 - bellyache 13:45 - 16:15 - off my face 16:18 - 19:48-Idontwannabeyouanymore

Thanks, I didn't wanted to listen the same songs all over again plus i found the names that I didn't had

Спасибо 💗

thank's you are perfect!!

thx🖤✨

World needs more people like you

I'm not depressed but I find that the music is relaxing nice songs :)

I don't know who needs to hear this, but you are loved, okay? Even if you don't realize it. You are loved and cared for, and please don't give up. I'm always open for a chat or a vent if you need it :)

I don't think this is true everyone just beats me and just hates me

I might be up there somewhere

🥺

@Tommy Farwell hey, if you'd like I'm here :) do you have discord? I could add you there

Hey ik I don't know you and you posted this a while ago but I need someone to talk to because I have no one I can open up to

Looking back… I remember listening to these songs and being full of sadness. But now they make me feel at peace. It calms my mind and make me grateful for everything I have and how far I’ve come. I wish the same for all of you. It gets better I promise. Nothing is permanent in this world not even our troubles.

Currently struggling but thank you so much for the reminder, may God bless you🤍

Same, here just for a vibe

Dear person whoever reads this, Hey, you, yes, I am talking right to you. I hope you will see yourself with the eyes I see you one day, because I can tell you have some awesome music taste :) You’re such a beautiful human being and worth and enough. I hope you know that you do only need yourself to be happy, I know society build up the standard that whenever you’re alone you’re not living a happy live. But in fact that is not true, if you start to realize that you actually deserve all the good things happening to you, you will treat yourself a lot nicer. I hope you let yourself rest, don’t beat yourself up over past mistakes, over regret, and over everything your mind wants to destroy you. I wish I could remove all those demons inside of your head because you deserve to feel happy. If you ever feel lonely then watch the sky, because you know, someone, at the same time is watching the sky too, maybe feeling the same way..I am glad you exist and I hope you won’t ever remove your own spot in this world, maybe you don’t feel like you belong here but, Angel, then build your home here. I don’t want you to leave this world unhappy. I want you to live every little second, I want you to feel alive, I don’t want you to see yourself just existing. You deserve it. Whatever happened, it’s not your fault, the demons in your head recognize that you have a beautiful heart, they want to take it because they have never seen such beautiful heart as yours, so why let them win over you? . You’re not selfish for isolating yourself, but you deserve to talk to someone. If you’re reading this than please never forget to breath and smile. Don’t live up to other standards! It’s your story and not theirs. Life for those who couldn’t, smile for those who forgot what a genuine smile is, love like there’s no other, hug like its your last one. You’re not a burden to anyone, don’t be afraid to talk, to use your voice. Please don’t starve yourself. Please eat, I know it’s hard but you deserve food. You deserve to eat and drink. You’re beautiful inside out. Your body is beautiful the way it is. It hurts me to see you’re in pain :( you deserve so much man, don’t let your emotions control you. I know you can do this. Taken from: Ukz ICHIGO ꨄ︎ on YT

I really needed to hear this. You saved a life today. Thank you so much for posting this. ❤

Thank you for the words, I really needed more than anything to hear these words, I don't know why but unknown people on YouTube always know how to describe me so well I love it thank you.

This made me cry and then smile thank you so much god bless you

You are the most nicest I've seen you made me feel so much better about myself just by a comment lol ty

this.this made my day :)

It's a very good playlist, definitly one of my favourites . I love it !

i thought i would never have to listen to another one of these playlists after her but yet here we go again... right in the same place as before...

I know how ya feel yet no matter how many times you come back, just makes you realize how good those moments really were.

This is the best song to listen to whenever it feels like the world is caving in on you and your trynna stay strong

Sad playlist music are some of my favourite, they don't make me feel worse, they make me feel better. Especially reading the lovely comments, they make me feel better. You never really see that in other comment sections which is nice and I appreciate all the lovely comments and I hope others feel the same way. In the end, everyone understands the feeling of whatever you're going through, they know what it's like and so do I. Everyone is kind and understanding in these comment sections which makes me feel so happy, there is someone there for me which understands how I feel and what I go through even if it's somewhat different but both have similarities. In this comment section among many others, you are loved and getting that from a random person on the internet may mean a lot. There is someone that cares for you and wants you to understand you are not alone, you are worthy of being here and you deserve everything. Never forget that.

To everyone who is doing homework, leave the chat, breathe slowly, take a sip of water, and focus To everyone who is trying to sleep, leave the chat, grab a blanket, and get the rest you deserve. To everyone who is feeling sad, grab a snack, get some water, get a blanket, and write down your thoughts. When you're done, lay down, and get some rest, no matter the time. To everyone who is creating, you got this. Your art is amazing. Remain in your flow and get stuff done! —not mine. pass it around LOVE YALLL🤗

This is so calming

I'm literaly in this position rn, looking out of the window while everybody's sleeping and im alone watching dawn at 4-5 in th morning...

Hey from future... I'm doing the same thing right now)

❤

although I'm tired of all of it, listening to playlists like this helps me find something inside of me other than things I hate about myself.

Trasmites mucho en tu comentario es muy reconfortante me gusto mucho:')

makes me feel alive even if its only temporary

i dont wanna die but i dont even wanna live like this i just wanna sit in the garden watching the sunset skys thinking good things

Same just with her looking at the sun telling storys looking at the stars

same just that peace feeling

Loneliness is a trap we all fell in it not because we don't have friends around us because we don't have friends who count us as one of their friend Sadness is like space we all float there we don't have a choice, once you're there you don't have a choice whether you wanna float or not, we all went there we're sad, not because life is not good its because the people around you aren't good We don't have a choice, no matter how hard u try, we all fell in depression once in our lives Some people go through it some can't Both, those we lost those who r still here tried their best, stayed there as long as they could The happiest smiles The biggest eyes The proudest heads The sharpest minds are all sad deep down If you've cried at late nights, in the washroom, alone on the roads, in ur room and then came back normally as if nothing happened, you're an extremely precious and beautiful soul, don't sell urself to depression Everyone would try to use u as their stair case to climb up, cause who cares bout the pain ur goin thru? Stay strong angel, ur doing great and I trust u ur not selfish or rude u just need ur time ull be alr trust me

thanks bro i have never heard so many nice words from anyone

I'm sure you're a wonderful friend. I can completely understand where you're coming from. Thank you for reading our minds and bringing out this message we've all needed at one point, or were scared or feeling something else, not having the words or courage to write this or to explain how us or others feel. Thank you.

Thank you so much. It means so much to hear that.

U know listening to songs like this helps so much see I have anxiety and now it's really stressful and it's hard to cope with what's happening with me but I love this playlist

Essas músicas me traz um sentimento de solidão tão grande...

a ja to acustumada nem sinto tanto isso não(e n n to fingindo depressão e n teno ok)

Nossa eu também! Mas ao mesmo tempo me acalma tanto..

que vibe!

Time stamps :,,3 00:00 - 4:44 - Another love 4:46 - 7:07 - freaks 7:08 - 10:05 - Je te laisserai dos mots 10:13 - 13:43 - bellyache 13:45 - 16:15 - off my face 16:18 - 19:48-Idontwannabeyouanymore Enjoy~ 😮‍💨❤‍🩹💔

Thank you🥰

There has been so many times I have felt like I am a walking disaster that hurts anyone I see and sometimes I just need to let out all this depression that has built up inside me and this has helped me soooo much thank u Xx♥️

I love this video I play it every day every hour.

muy buena musica me encaata😄😍

sentimentos ruins.. lembranças ruins.. pensamentos ruins.. solidão e dor, apenas dor. é o que essas músicas me fazem sentir. Mas por outro lado; me acalma, me entende, me abraça e me segura... aaaa

somos 2

When you cant cry because you have a huge hole inside of you and tears are all used up, I'm in this with you guys!

Esta playlist casi que te cura un poco por dentro

Amo

this playlist is underradet. its so good

Essa música me marcou muito quando meu avô morreu, mais ele saiu desse mundo Cruel e foi pro paraíso, te amo vô 😭😭😭😭

melhor*

espero q ele esteja em um mundo melo... pesames

I don’t know who wants to hear this but I know it’s hard for you guys but you gotta push yourself through it and I hope you guys be successful in life and don’t worry god is with all of us when you have something on your mind tell god 😁

this is the best!love your videos!

Это прекрасно 😔🤧

Can you provide a timestamp of the songs? 🙏 And please include them on your videos.

Someone posted it in the comment but I can copy and paste it for you... 00:00 - 4:44 - Another love 4:46 - 7:07 - freaks 7:08 - 10:05 - Je te laisserai dos mots 10:13 - 13:43 - bellyache 13:45 - 16:15 - off my face 16:18 - 19:48-Idontwannabeyouanymore Hope this helped!! :)

I wrote a short song exactly about this feeling:) hope you have a good day

Can we see it?

Hello, I would say I hope you’re having a good day/ night but knowing that you found this message here probably means you haven’t been feeling the best. I just want you to know that you are worth the world, and I think that that’s something that’s not said lightly but you’re worth it I promise. And I could tell you a million times how much I love you, and how much care I think you deserve. But that will never change what has happened for you to get here, I wish that the person reading this could see how much I love them. I’m so sorry that I don’t have the power to take away all the pain you have felt, I wish I could. I wish we as humans could understand that every single one of us have gone through something that others may never be able to comprehend. AHHH Oh my god I love you so much, please love yourself too, and show others love too ❤❤❤❤❤

@You know I'm diva👑💎 ❤️thank you

Thank you so much.Really.I love you toooo❤❤❤

Love it 😍

What I’ve realized is that being this way/sad you can’t tell anyone cuz they will just think less of you or think your a coward or want attention so all you do around people is put on a smile and act happy….and it kills me even if you tell your parents they don’t fully understand what your going through…all I can do is stay strong and everyone feeling this way has to also ❤️❤️❤️

This is a masterpiece

Who else is tired of being the perfect one at school and all being the friend who helps with everything givening the best advice but nobody knows what's really going on how much it hearts deep down

if youre so perfect,why bad things happen to you? Why your soul is broken.i'll tell you why ,you put everybody's happiness over yours,not realizing you destroy yourself Living your life,hopping one day someone in the world will understand you and for one time in your life,bring a smile on your face!

Me

"Don't cry I am just freak" I often say to myself

I love this playlist even better cuz it has surf curse in it

people that want to help you don't understand that there is no recovery for souls that are already broken

The 3 Song é perfect 😍😢😭

Everything feels like it’s collapsing on me- I’ve had enough, hey universe show me the light. Please.

‘’I wanna cry but all my tears have been used up. Oh oh’’ so relatable OMG TYSM FOR 3 LIKES

I used to cry before and being sad all the time But now I don't feel anything anymore. My feelings has numbeds forever.. I have no passion I have no love I have no life I have nothing.

Are you okay? I hope you are doing better bb. Take care of yourself

"Nothing" can be something if you have faith. I may be a complete stranger, but I promise you will be alright, it will surely be quite the process but you will get there :)) Life is full of misadventures but look, lots of people get by- so you too have every chance. Courage

I thought i got rid of it. No, I didn’t. I didn’t. It was mocking me all this time. The supposed “betterment” was just a bitter realisation, that my identity is attached to it. I can feel the patterns repeating themselves and i cant help it. I just can’t. I can literally see where it’s going, the spiral is right in front of me and i can see myself going down. I feel like a spectator watching the worst part of the movie of my own life. And since it’s a movie, the end is already written.

@Megan Merrells Hey Megan! Thankyou for having the energy to reach out even when I’m sure something must be bothering you too.

I’m so proud of you for making this far! If you need to talk or vent or anything I’ll be here for you

Me thinking about how much I miss Billie and then Bellyache starts playing :')

Please try and stay strong, there is help out there for you all, 🙏

Even these songs can't fill the void inside me

lying in bed in the dark after dreaming of the life you want so badly, finally accepting the limitations and that it will never really happen, no matter how much you plan or wish

muy buena 😄

The fact that my own mom told me that I annoyed her. I wanted to cry but not in front of her.

I’m sorry you feel that way. Just know not to be that mom when the day comes.

So peaceful and sadness…

I'm tired of never being enough, I'm tired of trying so damn hard to show I care and then being left behind again, I'm just so fucking tired.

I'm tired of being the last choice. I'm tired being important when they need some opinion but if i say something wrong, i am the idiot who knows nothing. I'm tired of acting normal when i'm a monster. I'm tired of pretending alive when inside i'm more dead than a WWII N@zi Soldier. I'm tired of everything that exists

this helped me calm alittle thank you sweetheart 😇😮‍💨

Im tired of me I m tired of people Im tired of the whole world.

Меня грусть очень сильно успокаивает...

Slowly losing myself but the fake smile always works:)

the urge of me wanting to cry is at its highest

Bro cry relase it . I want to cry but i cant man . Cry lets your emotion flow . At least u can .im trying to cry but i cant i feel eve worst thati cant did i became some kind of monster .i want to relase all this that has build up thru crying i cant take it anymore

to yall ur all just so amazing im so prooud of u luv yall

i had to search this up lol bc iv been having a bad week cuz my best friend left school and my other best friend started to fight with me

Everybody from outside looks great, happy, smile but it's not the reality people must look from inside what's going on he may be heartbroken, depression, and much more😩 Thank for your song

Anyone listen to this and actually consider moving on and leaving the pain behind

Un dia más hablando con el Cielo pensando que es ella

Fun Fact: you feel like your not enough even tho you are

I'm just so tired of everything and i feel like this world wasn't ment for me like most of my life was lonely my father was the only one who loved me not even my own mother or little brother loved be u was the black sheep of the family when my dad died when i was 5 my mom remarried to a horrible man he treated my mom and brother like they were gold but treated me like i was trash and a burden eventually i became very closed off to everyone and i hate it it's not like i like to be that way I'm just scared

Bro just try to live Everything will be alright soon 😊

Stay strong just look forward and take care of yourself even if’s impossible it’s still possible

Stay strong babe, i believe in you, look where u are rn, be proud of yourself, big girl pants on babe, head up and be selfish for yourself, you deserve happiness and love, remember this. I'm not anyone special in your life, but we're all humans. Hope ur doing well! ❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️

🥺😔😞❤️

it gets better...

I can't escape from my mind

If anyone ever needs too talk im always here

I am 17. I am a gamer too. I met a girl online and I started to fall for her, the first girl I've ever had a crush on. We talked about everything from private things to more common as food etc... I've introduced her to my gamer group. My friend started to talk to her a lot, and she did too. Now I hear how they are getting more along than me and her. I am really sad, pissed, angry, and confused. I cannot meet her IRL until half of august and I am afraid when I meet her finally, it will be too late. I don't know what to do. Am I jealous? 100%, does it hurt? 100%, do I want to feel this way? No. I act like a happy and "clown" boy at home/school/in front of friends. I am trying my best to make someone laugh, but I don't know how long I can do it. Lately, my true personality has been showing up. No talking, no laughing, no motivation, no gratitude. I am drinking alcohol more than ever, mostly at night, because the feeling becomes quite unbearable, knowing that I am a useless piece of ** that is lying to my family, school, "friends", and mainly me. I have suicidal thoughts this year really often, when I talk with her, I finally feel happy and the thoughts get suppressed/vanish. But now they're worse than ever. I just hope that I will find another reason to live other than fear of the afterlife/if it will hurt because the fear of death will vanquish one day at this rate. Don't mind me, just writing this because I have nobody to tell this. I don't even know if I have any real friends.

I used to hide my real personality too. But then I realize that hiding myself is no good to me. It just made me hate myself even more. If somebody wants to stay by my side they should do it while knowing my true personality cause acting like someone else is very damn tiring. So if you are also tired from all this bullshit I advise you to do the same. Just be yourself.Also my friend, being jealous is very normal if you do not harm yourself or someone else in a way. It shows that you are a human with emotions, please dont be so harsh on yourself cause you are very damn precious, just dont pull your emotions back, live them otherwise you cannot grow. Oh and I am not trying to teach you anything please don’t take it badly. Reading this just reminded me to myself. So I couldn’t help myself from writing this. I just want you to know that you are not alone.❤️

Subscribed+saved+liked This is good for a gym alone time

the fact that i get called fat by my parents and family almost every day and how they get mad at me for the littlest of things really wants me to give up but sometimes you will find someone who suffered as much as you and will help u get through it i had that one person but he passed and now i feel alone again and so i dont open up to anyone and i have been cooped up in my room everyday thinking on why this keeps happening before i lost him i lost my grandfather and after both of there deaths its been really hard and now i feel lost and hopeless again

Having to fear about your past present and future while hearing from every single adult how life will suck when ill get older is bad but having to do all of that while having depression and not being able to talk about it with anyone because of social anxiety and the fact that everyone would probably tell me to just shake it off or keep on going or that I'm over dramatic an I don't actually have depression make life so tiring I've tried to commit suicide 3 times I'm not mentally strong enough to keep on going but can't bring my own hands to kill me it sucks.

im just so exhausted, it hurts sm.... it just feels like im on the edge of the mountain where theres no one to help me get up.

i try so hard to keep my friendships alive, but when im not the one to message first nobody messages me, when i dont force into a conversation they don't talk to me

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